My Purpose Today

There is a fine line between feeling overwhelming gratefulness for life and extreme sadness and confusion over a near death, life changing experience. I want to lean more toward the grateful side, yet without ignoring my feelings of grief. I have dealt extensively with my feelings through therapy in the past year, but I still deal with feelings of loss occasionally. Loss of normalcy, loss of feeling safe, loss of a part of my faith I'm afraid. I still cling to my faith, but it has drastically changed. That is life and I accept it. I accept these changes. I accept these losses. I move forward. I will lead a peaceful life seeking to ease the pain and suffering of others. That is my true therapy. That is my purpose today.